Playing with BB Guns
To a certain extent, we all carry remnants of our past with us. Whether it be a physical scar or something not immediately visible, our past stays with us as we grow up. The BB gun fight in Sag Harbor was symbolic in many ways. For one, it serves as a coming-of-age marker, where Benji and his friends have to fend for themselves instead of sticking together. The remnant of the memory-- the BB stuck above Benji's eye-- acts as a constant reminder of that event and that summer. Had they worn the goggles Benji suggested earlier, Benji would not have a BB stuck near his eye. Along with being beaten up by his dad in the same chapter, this section of the book explores the consequences of toxic masculinity in Benji's life. Benji learns the cost of risky behavior to maintain his reputation. Additionally, Benji's friends refusing to let him go to the hospital because it would get them in trouble shows that they prioritize themselves over Benji's health. Even though we momentar...